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Trop triste

Tout plein de bonnes pensées et de courage pour lui

Je suis vraiment triste qu'il doive de nouveau partir... mais si c'est pour son bien... il peut le faire des milliers de fois si nécessaire...

J'espère vraiment qu'il nous revienne en pleine forme et en bonne santé....

De toute manière, quoi qu'il fasse... on l'aimera toujours !!

My dear fans,

I am sorry for having no other choice then to carry out my duty I have towards you.
As you might started to imagine and guess my personal conditions couldn't have been recovered fast enough and good enough.

Please believe me that everything possible was done for me to come back in health and better conditions, but the time did not last, to come back as a complete support for the band.

Please try to find understanding that I have decided that I have no other choice then to declaim all the honours and titles you wanted to give to me.

This makes me sad, but some things can't be like I want them to be .

I will always be in your mind in the way I wanted to be for you ...And I will stay with you .

But I can't stay any longer as a part of Cinema Bizarre.

Which means that I will leave the band from now on.

Let me simply go on as the one I have been for you.

I wish the band luck on their way.



Keep me in your hearts.

Your Moonlight.


Luminor

Au revoir

Mes chers fans,

Je suis désolé de n’avoir pas d’autre choix que de reporter mon devoir que j’ai envers vous.
Comme vous avez commencé à l’imaginer et le deviner, mes conditions personnelles n’ont pas pu être retrouvées assez vite et assez bien.

S’il vous plaît, croyez-moi que tout ce qui était possible a été fait pour moi, de revenir en pleine santé et dans les meilleures conditions, mais le temps n’est pas venu de revenir comme un soutien complet pour le groupe.

S’il vous plaît, essayez de comprendre que j’ai décidé cela car je n’avais aucun autre choix, c’est pourquoi je décline tous les honneurs et les titres que vous voulez me donner.

Ca me rend triste mais certaines choses ne peuvent pas être telles que je les aimerais.

Je serai toujours dans vos pensées, là où je j’aimerais être pour vous… et je resterai toujours avec vous.

Mais je ne peux rester plus longtemps une partie de Cinema Bizarre.

Ce qui signifie que je quitte le groupe à partir de maintenant.

Laissez-moi simplement partir comme celui que j’ai toujours été pour vous.

Je souhaite plein de chance pour l’avenir du groupe.

Gardez-moi dans votre cœur.

Votre Moonlight

Luminor


Trad by Thorn pour https://cb-switzerland.forumsactifs.com

T'inquiètes on a compris ....
De toute façon on parle pratiquement tous anglais !
Et puis Luminor il fera toujours parti du groupe même s'il n'est plus là et il restera à jamais dans nos coeurs <3 !

je suis deg de son départ

Vous imaginez pas comme c'est dur... je l'ai vu en concert, je lui ai parlé... il m'a sourit....

Pareil que Thorn.... et j'arrête pas de pleurer.

J'ai trop mal, alors que je devrais plutot juste respecter sa décision... chui vraiment.... bref....

je comprends votre réaction moi aussi j'ai eu l'occasion de le rencontré, de lui parlé de le voir dans des emssions, là ça fait comme un grand vide, j'en suis au bords des larmes

Je suis au boulot et j'ai des larmes qui coulent.

x( x( x(

Nothing at all


..


.. ..

Nothing at all
..



And yes i should be really you...
In this straightjacket..and not in
corsage..
This bondage that holds your body..
It cages in all of
me.

I always fighted...and bleeded for all.
And what is finally
reached..?
Nothing..at all.

Caus the only answer stays the madness...
And the eternal safing is the
fall.
How strong i am called by the abyss...
I just want to let me
fall..
But my destiny is to stand.

If i wasn..t damned to be..what
ever i might be..
Then i would be a black bird.
I would simply laugh when
people say..he is just mad.
I dance on this rope..and the fear makes me
sick.
Caus when i look down i face the
Nothing..nothing..

I walk
on tripping with restless searching steps..
But i always end infront of
..
Nothing..nothing at all.

Maybe i would only brake free by the true
madness..
But for pure madness...i miss the strength.
So i am the strong
on ...i act as i do..
As if all that is left would be more..

Then an
error..just pain..and betray.

Would be
nothing...nothing...
Enough....

For you?



(translation of Nichts, nichts , gar nichts , from the musical elisabeth)


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A conversation from the nowhere


A conversation form the nowhere
..

I can feel your charming closeness...
Appear..and show
your self.
Caus i can guess who you are ..my realted soul.
And I am
awaiting you...titania
Come to me...do not disapoint me as well.
come and
dictate me....some more ...last words.
I have my feather and my book right
here..
to write theme down...

a voice: "i dont know a
thing"

-Who is it..my once dream ..i know you.
Dreaming , writing down
my feelings..
Riding free there in the wind...
And i once wanted to
be...like that .

"Why do you speak wit the dead ones?"

- What else
could i speak to mortals any longer...

"You are zynical...you are
bitter..and alone..."

-They finally made me what they wanted me to
be...!

"For making your self a prisoner...you did not have to break
free!"

-I am sick..and simply tired.

"everyone must at least
try...to become happy at last!"

-But i would be a liar..

"YOU have
never given up...NEVER!"

- Maybe just because i had not known enough
about the humans?

"You wanted to live.....without borders..without any
tabu.!"

-This is true...
Living free like a proud black bird
With
the wind..beneath my wings....
But now..it is too late.
Now i am made from
stone...

And i will never be....the way...i should.


(taken
from "WIe du ".)

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Tear of silence


Tear of silence
..



I am standing here ...
Remembering how it..s been.
So many years ago
i..ve been beyond all sin.
I layed on the ground of my self.
Being my
companion promised safety and warmth.

I hear theme asking how coud all this have been?
Wasn..t this one made for
getting up and win?
Where was the moment as it happend the first
time?
Where all died...that i called mine?

And of all that i had reached..
From this time on..
Was nothing left at
all.
I watched the people live..and tell their storys
Of things i..ve
never known.
My wings brought me high and higher
But i could not see in
which way lays sense.
I talked so many words...unspoken ..and
unfullfilled.
And all that is left by now is the voiceless and staring
memory
Of something that i could never reach.

I sweared i..d pay the
price what ever it will be..
but i never knew its grade.
I was longing for
all ...but it was useless.
Caus my hungring...never ends.

And when all the words I have written .
And all the words I have
said..
Are thrown away in the desert of time.
There will be nothing left
..but the great experience..
Of the silence frozen tear.
Left will only be
the weaping..
Of an unheard and so long gone..
tear of silence.

There was this soul..someone who..s really known.
Loving me and
undesrtanding..was his doom.
With his hope..s blood i wrote silent
symphonies..
on my pale, white,cold skin.

And the one real hope it
once knocked on my door.
In this eyes there was the spell of an unending
shore.
And that this pureness could not melt my tear.
i can..t forgive me
that.

And i am able to build wonders..so unique.
Just for see theme
breaking down.
My body can be flame.
My soul can be ice.
But my heart
it stays a thorn.

And the more of way are opened.
the more i..m
loosing strenght in my feet.
I was a devil but i longed for angel..s
sighs.
But i heard nothing more then whispers of a memory..
that i never
reached.

They all listen to this worlds unending crys:
They all listen
to their lies.
They all trust in their wild sadness.
But the silence never
crys.

And i saw faith in all of their minds.
the faith in love and life.
They
invited me to join their boat of hope.
Wanted me ..to follow this
road.
And i walked all this ways.
I passed every storm.

I fought .And I prayed.
And i ate..and i hungered.
I loved so unbroken

and i did it all..
With my serching heart.

But the only
power..that finally stays.
Is this horrible...unendable...
Destroying and
building..
Caring and leaving..
And undevitable..
Silence of a
tear.

And to all of you who follow
On this ways that already long are done
i
can tell even before you are trying to speak:
The only thing you will here
finally reach..
Is the frozen silent..
tear.

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Stone


My life made from stone.
This heart..layed down in marmor..to clear.
A
running...an escape..
Through worlds cold like ice.
Died.And frozen...to
stay there forever.
In the fog..of black naked eternity.

What i once had thought of..i would never loose.
Had finally get
lost.
The gift ..of emotions and longings of mine.
Is buried in shields
now..
Made from strongest pain.

Why is the one thing..i can feel anymore..
If my soul respects..
This
pain?

Made from the iron of wounding hard knifes.
Going through my body that
once was the life.
The dark and cold blood it ran...
Through unnamed far
time.

No matter how often he might can appear.
As soon as it is here..with me by
my side.

I am loosing.
I am falling.
And gone is the strength.

So finally
passes the dying cold breath
Of faiding roses...
And of long gone
love.
This heart...


It is bleeding.

Can there be a heart bleeding..
that was made
from stone..?
It can.
The clearest..the purest.
Of all humans
blood.
The purest ..the lightest..
and free choosen pain.
Brakes
through me..
and carrys my soul now to far.

So be it my sence.
My
hope and my longing..
that i..m totally stone..
i ..m nothing but
stone.
So let my soul become..
Like his face so cleaned...
from
Love.From the pain.
And from all human life.

As a sculpture like she is..
Stranded on the wide..
Darkblue deep
sea.

Then i..ll look through eyes..
that are made from marmor.
on
life...
death..
that will never touch me again..
A soul made from
stone..
it won..t feel a thing.

So be it my wish..
To stand there
in stone.
For eternal time.


Much too cold..for human fadings.

Forever freed..

From Humans.
From Life.

From pain.


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Between dream and reality


Between dream and reality
Kategorie: Schreiben
und Poesie
..







I want build walls around me...
And want to get free.
I am searching
for loneliness.
And don..t want to be alone...

I want light around myself..
and stay in darkness.
Heavy is my
heart.
But weightless my soul.

I live in the nomansland of dream and
reality.
I stand somewhere at the border of darkness and the light.
I had
been to late born..
I ..m getting lost inside this world.
Between truth
and reality.

I want to be like a flame..
And am like the
snow.
I want to be a cloud..
And am a dark, deep sea.
I search for
safety...
And want the risk.
Voiceless is my mouth...
but my
silence speaks to theme..
Who can understand?

I want to be the hope..
And no more see a way out.
I want the truth
..
and keep on acting the strength.
I should be never born.
My soul
gets lost inside this world.
Between longing and truth.

Free and proud
like a black gull..
High above the sea.
I am flying alone..
towards the
storms.

I should be never born..
My soul gets lost inside this world.
Between
dream and life.

Free and proud like a black gull..
High above the sea.
i am flying
alone...


Through reality and dream.

(translation from "zwischen Traum und wirklichkeit" by michael kunze und
sylvester levay

My black burned wing


My black burned wing
..



They burned my picture long ago.
And i see the truth..through my empty
eyes.
Fallen from every grace.
And damned.
No one cares.
And so I
am.
In this endless, unnamed place.
That no one knows.

Bleeding from my soul..s gone rose.

And all that is left now.
is my one..unburned black wing.
It raises to
heaven..that my home once had been.
And i speak by what..s left now.
My
flight..it will once grow.
Though i..m now out of all hope.

Devieted by hopeless fight:
I am walking now through this world.
This
black fether in my hand.
Alone.
Far from life.
But there is this
light.And no one had ever seen.
That it burns inside.
That it had always
burned..full of pride.

And all that is left now.
is my one..unburned black wing.
It raises to
heaven..that my home once had been.
And i speak by what..s left now.
My
flight..it will once grow.
Though i..m now out of all hope.

I see the pictures.
From all that..s been.
See my whole life..
What
would it bring?
They gave me names
in so diffrent ways.
They burned my
wings..
Or made theme their grace.
Shy and so weak.
Sad , full of
joy.
Wild and so strong..
Alone but adored.

I lost my name..for so many times.
I already died..in so many minds.

And my left black burned wing.
It searchs for it..s last strength.
It
passes all barriers.
Alone.Just by its will.
And although i don..t know
yet.
Where it will guide me now.
No one may burn it again.

And i fly through the shadows..
Of my lonely free flight.
Through
storms and my nights.
In death ..and in in this life.
The light on the
horizon.
it may guide me home.
Though i don..t know where it
comes.

Though i Don..t know...where it ends.


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I walked on


I heard..the call of life.
Being free..with what i am.
Dream.Just a
dream...I thought many times.
But they gave me the strength..
To follow
this path of mine.

And i got up...to walk this way.
Far from
undestanding.And far from men.
I got up..and the light was shining.
For an
unsure space..of what i am.

Souls joined...and more passed by.
Hope
glew...and it..s leave fell.
What kind of place..would once be mine?
Whose
understanding look..would once for me shine?

And i walked then on this
unsure road.
For my realitys.For my hope.
I went on to see what..s my
heart..s own space.
Never knowing..if i t might will burn in flames.

Times came..when no one saw anymore
The flight and path,..i followed
then.
But still i..ve been there...and no more asked.
For i had this
wings..
This light...burned by my self.

Caus i got up to walk straight
this way.
Far from safety. But full of cries.
I walked on ..though my soul
got tired with time.
For my lonelines..
Forever.

And i walk.No
matter if i..m strong or weak.
And i see the time. And hear my prayer.
I
walk on ..till my heart will find it..s end.
For my reality...
For what i
am.

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I had to be free



I still see it in my mind how it..s been.
As i started my lonely
flight..
Through the lights of this dark night.
As i left all behind what
i freedom once had called.
As I flew then in stranger..s world..



Simply to be free...heavenly free.
It is all that i wanted...
To be for
my self...To be far from pain.
When ever I needed.
I had to get
free...fin..ly get free..
From all of the voices...
That said " stay on
earth..in skys you won..t be...
Free":.

My wings they carried me..as far as i once had hoped.
And i got
untouchable.Like a stars..that..s near but far
Lost all that..s
human-like..alone this dream was meant to see...
And i understood
it...suddenly.



I had to be free...had to be free...
That..s what i once wanted.
I
wanted to be free from this tears..
..This feelings that hurted....
I
wanted to search..what..s beyond my night..
So far way from bidden...
Like
a gull in the skies...so wonderfull light..
Free.

And as i returned as what i..m now...
They liked to watch me now.my own
sphere..
...my sparkling light...
But only some were left how had been
able than to see...
this feeling heart that still beats in me.



Simply to be free..So easily free.
Was what I Once wanted..
..Find home
for my self.To be all I am..
When ever i needed....
I Had to get
free...finally been gone...
From all that they..ve done once...


So i fly in skys..have left all that..s been.

Free.

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I dreamed a dream

There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time
Then it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
And they turn your dream to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

textes en Allemand :

Mein Traum


Mein Traum
..



Viele Menschen und Träume hab ich nun gekannt.
Mit den Stimmen so
sanft..
Mit den Worten ..umschmeichelnd.
Einst habe ich lichterloh
gebrannt .
Und diese Welt war mein lied.
Und das Lied war die
Liebe.
Doch ab einem Tag ....lief alles ..schief.

Ich hatte einen Traum ...Schon lang vorbei.
Ein Traum.Voll Hoffung auf das
Leben .
Eine Liebe..die nicht sterben soll.
Ein Gott...der alles kann
vergeben .

Da war ich jung ...und unbefleckt.
Noch nicht von
Wirklichkeit ...durchdrungen .
Ich habe ihren Wein probiert ...
Ich habe
dieses Lied gesungen .

Doch die Tiger dunkler Nacht ...
Wittern alle
Deine Wunden ..
Sie zerfleischen dieses Herz.
Machen deinen Traum zur
Schande.


Einen Sommer ..hab ich ihn geliebt .
Und das war das größte..aller
Wunder:
Der Traum wars, der dort bei mir schlief .
Es wurde herbst als
meine unschuld ging .

Und in diesem Traum ..halten sie ihr Wort.
Dort
möcht ich ihm noch alles geben ...
Doch nicht jeder Traum wird dir
erfüllt.
Nicht jeden Sturm kannst du überleben .

In diesem Traum war
mein leben soviel mehr ...
Als die Hölle , die ich verdammt bin nun zu leben
..
War ich so falsch ..war ich nie genug?

Das Leben hat meinen traum
ermordet .

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Stein Teil Eins


Stein - Erster Teil
Kategorie: Schreiben und
Poesie
..






Mein leben aus stein.
Ein herz.Gebettet in Mamor.
Zu rein..
Ein
laufen.Ein fliehen.
Durch eiskalte Welten.
Gestorben.Erstarrt.Auf ewig
verweilen.
Im Nebel.Urgrauer ewigkeit.

Was ich einstmals
glaubte.Niemals zu verlieren..
Ist nun verloren.
Die Gabe; zu fühlen.Zu
sehnen..
Zu frei.
Erstarrt nun in Ketten.
Den stärksten von
blei.

Weshalb ist nur alles; was ich noch empfind.
Lässt mein Sein es
zu.
Der Schmerz.

So eisig wie seine Klinge.
Durchbohrend mein
Leib.
Das schwarze Blut zerrann.
Durch ewige zeit.

Kommt er auch
nur selten,
doch ist er dann da...

Verlier ich.Dann fall
ich.
Vergeht aller schutz.


So streift der einzige..sterbende Hauch.
Verwelkender
rosen.
Verwesender Liebe.
Mein herz.

Und es blutet.


Kann bluten ein Herz..
von marmornem Stein?

Es blutet schon
lang

.Das reinste..vollkommenste blut.
Der klarste..der
hellste,
freiwillige Schmerz.
Durchbricht mich.
Und treibt
jene Seele so fern.

So sei es mein Sinn.Mein Hoffen.
Mein
Sehnen..
Ich bin ganz aus stein.
Vollkommenem Stein.
Drum werd meine
seele wie sein Bild so rein..
Von Liebe. Von Schmerz..und
menschlichem..
Sein.

Als Statue wie sie.Gestrandet am
weiten.
....tiefblauem meer.

Blick ich aus steinernen augen;

auf leben,
Tod,

der mich nie mehr berührt.

Eine seele von Marmor.Kein einziges
spürt.

So sei es mein Wunsch.
Zu stehen.Von stein.
Auf ewige
zeit.

Zu kalt..für weltliches Schwinden.

Auf Immer.
Von
Menschen .

Den schmerzen..

befreit."

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Dies Leben ...es ist mein


Ich will nicht gehorsam.Gezähmt.Einfach passend sein.
Ich will nicht von
jedem geliebt..und doch verlassen sein.
Ich war niemals IHrs ..nein.Ich bin
frei.
Dies Lebens...es ist mein.

Auf das Eis wollt ichs wagen.Und selbst sehn ab wann es taut.
Auf dem Seil
will ich tanzen.
Gefahr ließ mich immer kalt.
Kein risiko zwang mich je
ganz in die Knie.
Und mich besitzt man nie.

Du kannst mich nichts lehren..mit zwang oder Drang.
Dann weich ich vor
jeglicher Pflicht.
Willst du mich bekehren.
Dann wend ich mich
ab.
Flieg wie eine Möwe ins Licht.

Ich will alles geben..Frewillig und fern Von zwang.
Wollt alles
riskieren.
Denn mir ist vor niemand bang.
So käpf ich..und wusste ich bin
frei.

Dies leben...es ist mein.

Ich werd mich nie "schicken".
Werd niemandes Vorbild sein.
Muss ich
denn im Blicke von jedem geachtet sein?
Ich flieh...vor der heuchelei.

Die seele...sie ist frei.

Und willst du mich finden.
Halt mich nicht zu fest.
Ich geb meine
freiheit nie her.

Und willst du mich brechen...
Verlass ich dein nest.

Flieg wie eine
Möwe ins Meer.

Ich warte auf Freunde..
Und suche Geborgenheit.
Ich teil jede
Freude.
Ich teil jede Traurigkeit.
Doch verlang nie mein Leben.
Das
kann ich dir nicht geben..

Denn ich gehör nur mir..



...Nur mir.



(inspiriert vom musical elisabeth)

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Stein 2


Nach diesem wunsche...stand ich nun..
Gebunden in
stein..
Ein jener kälte befreit...die mir;
die wärme zu leben
gebracht..

Drang Meeresrauschen an mein herz..
Ein Blick. Ein Hören.
..Ein warten.

So stehe unverändert ich.
Seit ungenannter
zeit..
Ergeben diesem zeichen..

..meiner einstgen
endlichkeit.

Die starren augen tastet nie..
der schatten der
vorrübergeht..
Keiner Freude, keines schmerzes..

-die gabe ferner
wirklichkeit.

Waren..s wohl jahre..waren..s stunden..?
Die spurlos mich
umgaben..
seitdem mein augenlicht zerbrach.
Als ich die ewigkeit mir
wählte...
-nichts menschliches mehr zu verstehn..

Ein licht..auf
einmal trafs mich ungehindert..
in Todverschleiert augen.

Die ahnung
ferner erinnerung..
..durchfuhr mein steinern herz.
Was war denn nur
geschehen..?

Denn nun ...zerflossen jene tränen.
Die ich durch jahre
wohl geweint..
Hätten sie sich je befreit..
ersinne ich mich eines
traums..
Dem meine suche einst geweiht..

Die gegenwart zu
finden...
... dieser einen seele..
-die mich erkennt...
- die mich
berührt..

Die seele jenes sternenkindes..

Die ich doch niemals
fand.

Die starre bleibt.
Doch nur mein inneres vermag nicht
mehr..
..Die kälte zu beleben.
Und nur mein aug vermag nicht
mehr..
..das Nichts im Bild zu sehen.

Denn stehe ich auch
hier..
erstarrt und....fern des lebens.
Empfind ich nun mehr diese
sehnsucht..
Nach diesem einzgen wahren hauch..
den ich vor dir
ersehnte..

Verspürt mein geist doch das verlangen..
in jenen arm zu
sinken.

Und sei mein sein auch fern von wirklich..
spür ich doch nur
den wahren wunsch..
Dieses Leben zu umarmen..
...die seele meines einstgen
traums.

Die mir ein licht gegeben.
Die meine wahrheit konnte
sehen..

Niemals zuvor..ward dies geschehen.

Die Träne
zerspringt.

Und unbeirrbar blicke ich....

..auf dies, was nun hier
vor mir liegt.

Das Kind.Die seele. ..einst gesuchte.

Und meine
Welt zerbricht.
Und dieser stein..er springt.

Kein Fragen
mehr..weshalb
... die klage jener möwe..
... getragen durch die
zeit.
.......verweht im winde unsrer nacht.

Denn ich..
..ich habe
dich gesehen.
..

Mais qu'est ce qu'il dit ?

Luminor Video - Outfits will be sold soon

Dear fans .

A special surprise is waiting for you now.
I have decided not to own any longer some costumes from video clips from the time with Cinema Bizarre.
The outfit from Lovesongs they kill me
and
Forever and never
Are now avaiable.
These outfits are unique and a memorie from the past .But i have decided not to keep this any longer for befinning a new time in life.
Soon pictures will be uploaded here as well.
The highest bid will wind the outfit.

Please write your bid and wished outfit via mail .This is only avaiable for short time.
Great luck!

Luminor Video – Les costumes seront vendus bientôt


Chers fans.

Une surprise spéciale vous attend maintenant.
J'ai décidé de ne plus garder quelques costumes provenants des videos clips du temps de Cinema Bizarre.
Le costume de Lovesongs they kill me
et
Forever and never
sont maintenant disponibles.
Ces costumes sont uniques et un souvenir du passé .Mais j'ai décidé de ne pas les garder plus longtemps pour commencer une nouvelle tranche de vie.
Bientôt des images seront téléchargées ici aussi.
L'offre la plus haute remportera le costume.

S'il vous plait écrivez votre offre et le costume souhaité par mail (Sur le Myspace de Lumi ).Ceci est seulement disponible pour un court moment.
Bonne chance!


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